There will be days when you show up for your run, give it everything
you’ve got, and all you wind up having to show for it is a busted toe and a
bloody sock.
But, that’s okay. No
one ever said this long run was going to be easy (it’s not!). No one promised we’d get through wound free
(we won’t). In fact, there are only two
things I will guarantee you about taking the long run. First, you WILL get bloodied. No matter what you do, how hard you train,
how well prepared you start, how confident and motivated you are, no matter if
you run like a gazelle or shuffle like a turtle, you WILL get hurt. Somewhere along the way, you’ll probably be
running along just fine and then, bam, you find yourself on the ground bruised
and bloodied. But, before this post gets
you too depressed, let me tell you the second long run guarantee I will make to
you: You WILL survive. You will get up, you will dust your hands and
knees off, and you will run again. And
you will run stronger for it.
The long run is hard.
I won’t lie to you about that.
Along the way, we all suffer injuries.
Some of them just a small bloody toe, some of them pretty darn debilitating. Some of our wounds are visible on the outside
and some are hidden from obvious view.
We all will struggle physically and mentally to get through. But, if we just keep limping along, we WILL eventually
get through.
When our inner or outer wounds are at their worst and gaping
wide open, this is when we are most able to receive the light Rumi is talking
about. When we are vulnerable and hurt we
are most open and what can enter when we are that open can be truly beautiful
and healing. So, if you find yourself
with a gaping wound, wait, look around, and be open to the healing that is coming your
way. The light that Rumi talks about
will not only heal us, but make us stronger.
We will not be afraid of falling again, for we will have already learned
how to get up. We will be able to run
faster and more courageously knowing our own ability to heal.
And what will we have to show for getting through? Possibly not much more than our scars and the
knowledge that we made it through (if you ask me though, every run should at
least come with a participation medal at the end). Wear those scars proudly! Those long run scars mean you dared to participate. You didn’t play it safe, you dared to run. And when you got knocked down bloodied and
bruised, by sheer determination you dared
to get up and keep going. Celebrate your
long run battle scars! You earned
them. And when you see someone else with
their scars on display, know that they too tried, fell, got back up, and
healed. Celebrate each other's long run
battle scars! We’ve all earned them.
Today I share this participation medal with you.
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